Long time i not open the my daily world , i count...almost 3 weeks, i never post any new article. This 3 weeks, got a lot of things occurs . Very hard to describe.
Well, fist of all, the reason make me cannot post my article is because this few weeks i need prepared for doing assignment, slide show and presentation. Is my first time i present at UTAR, so i need to make the full of preparation of my presentation. But, so far, all of my presentation no matter is group or individual, i also felt no bad. Because i knew i got done of my job well. Well~ i cannot say I'm the best one, but for mine judgment so far so good.
But, what i feel most disappoint is my test result. OMG, i fail my calculation paper, cause i only get 19/50 marks in my second test paper. See, I'm the poor student. After i received my test paper, i really want cry, but i tell myself that " you cannot do it in front of your friends!" I only can frustated all my bad mood while i drive on the way and keep quite in front of my friends. I dunno since when I became most emotional of my life, maybe is after i came here to study. After i received the paper, i think and think, it is I'm suitable to continue to my study at Kampar here. I really want withdrawal my study. So, i choose to sms all friends and told them what I'm thinking about... most of them reply me, " why you suddenly want stop your study? what happen with you?, somemore i received is "if you feel it is hard for you to continue it, please quite it immediately, and do whatever you like." BUT, for me, i so hard to make a decision because once i decide to stop my study, first of all, i dunno how to explain it for my family especially my daddy and sister... i sure both of them will keep asking me the question, and for me, i think i not dare to do it....if i choose to stop my study!? Sure will got a lot of things happens. Someore, if i quite my study, my daddy will most dissapoint of my action. cause so hardly i enter the U, he so happy. But, if i choose this type of action, i think i will regard in my future.
